Had no Point Of Life?

Some of u misunderstood my meaning of 'Had no point of living' written on my msn name LOL

Okay i'll express the meaning here

First of all , what i mean is , My life had became pointless to live.

which means , what age am i now , 19 already yeah.

i've worked before , as most of all , promoters and waiters , as said by parents or family or even guardians , to find some extra cash.

you all din understand what sort of life im having now.

To say the truth , im a boy who had a very high hope of life n career , i really only interested on what i wished to be.

When i was still in high school , my families alwis nag on me , what they nag?

Oi , go work la , see those teens , so small , know how to earn money

Wei , see other people la , so small know go work lo

U jus know play play eat eat shit shit !#$%^&* u know work anot?

Look @ my friend's son , so clever

Don't u feel boring and felt like a shit after hearing dis? i think everyone of u here been compared by someone.

But i really dun feel wrong for myself.In my own point of view , im jus a fucking teen who wanted to have fun now and study at the same path im walking !

why should i go work ?? People go work is their problem la , maybe their family fucking economy taklah bagus le?? I also not those no money open dinner boy , zzz

Yeah , work part-time or whatever is to earn extra cash , yeah i agree , extra cash , but being complained not havin nice attitude during work is jus not right.

As of u all know i didnt work in the P1 wimax anymore.

Why? Yeah i admit , im not having nice attitude during the work.

Sally Kuan , Joe , tell Sharon to watch this blog , if she doesnt understand me during the period i work for them.

From the 1st time i heard my sis , Maggie , that her friend , has a work for me.

i interviewed and accepted the job , as a ambassador of P1 , which promotes the wimax.

Everyone greets me " good luck a or dun buat saya malu " like dat , what the fuck?

I only wan work for extra cash? why wan say like , HAVE TO WATCH UR FACE AND WORK ? Why u wan to say u know me?? have relation ??

and was like , i DEPENDS on the job to live????? My lifetime career???????

oh man ! When i start working , i was jus a normal ambassador and i was quite okay , after finish working at a location , my partner which was TEAM LEADER , what??? goin out station and hand me over the job of opening the booth and teamleader position?

Okay , the reason i frustrates about this is , i din even want to be a team leader becoz i have to be extra responsive ?

Im new to this kind of job , and yet a team leader , like everyone should be happy about what im having suddenly , but it was tiring , yet i din say anything i work also.

But it was really fucking tired , i wan some holidays....yet u didnt allowed...

I told u which days i wanted to have holidays , i really told u , magahai ...

22-28 = 6 days already... i know i have to work 6 days per week , i jus wan to take few more days , and u jus arrange the time schedule la plz?

Ah ! You have to fucking know ! On the day which the interview starts , and i was employed , i get called to a Training Brief in ur office in Kuchai Lama.

Yes ! i dint attend and i was wrong , i din felt anything about it really , more-over i get another job .

Im also giving u FACE , if not i already applied another job b4 u contacted me to work.

And i know ur giving my sis FACE becoz u did giv me a chance to work even i didnt attend the briefing.

And i wan to tell u , i didnt even get any training , and u complained me like hell , plz rmb , it is u all who suddenly contacted me to work and im a newly fucking freshmen , and u tot i undergoes ur training b4?

It is right u complained me , i smoked , i lazy-ed , i din get good sales , alwis asking for holidays.

On the day u fired me , i din felt anything , jus felt that , erm ... nice , din have to work for u.

U asked me to giv u back the booth , name tag , uniform and stuffs , with such a frowning voice , i really really really felt boh song .

You are my boss , this is the fact when i was working under u.

But u fired me , Im not ur employee already , fuck?

Your still using that voice towards me , im already a customer when im not working for u , i rmb what u said to me in the office.

Ur 19 years old , u shouldn't think like that !
U know , i dunno ur Sharon's friend de relative or what , im giving u face , u know u got how many complaints??

i din even complain u that much , why cant u work better ? Look @ ur sales , not even increasing and improving.

Look @ this photo ? u both were watching movies @ our booth , the computer were not facing the customers but facing u ?

When the pictures were sent to my table by them , im speechless u know?

Tell me , what is ur problem? Hey , u boh song de wa , u can beat me , im nothing?

This is why u can say , salesman nvr rox the world , never.
They get scolded by their boss , letting off steam on the small.
Hey , i do understand?

I duno whats ur system and what did u have taken , but ...giving me face in the part of Sharon?

Whats the wrong wit it??? Its ur problem wanted to giv me face? I din improve in sales , becoz im NOT SUITABLE TO BE A PROMOTER , MORON.

I DUN LIKE TO APPROACH PEOPLE , IM NOT GOOD AT CUSTOMER SERVICE , I DIDNT EVEN DREAMT OF BEING A SALES PERSON !! I DREAMT OF BEING A ARTIST , A DESIGNER , A FUCKING CARTOONIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dun fuck me like IM A NO FUTURE DUDE? PLEASE! I HAVE STUDY TO GO THROUGH , I GO GET A FUCKING JOB BETTER THEN U IN THE FUTURE , U SLOWLY WORK AS SALESMAN LA !

Im not those fucking teens whom get fucking bad spm results , i have fucking 2 A's !

Yeah not a good one , but better then those useless branch around the world which didnt study! Im not those jobless idiots whom thinking of loitering being ntg in life !

U heard me??? Because u stepped me too hard ! TOO HARD ! i have UPSR CERT I HAVE PMR CERT I HAVE SPM CERT AND I HAVE OTHER GRAPHIC AWARDS !

im already VERY GOOD in my life , the point is , why my dream is cartoonist? why malaysia doesnt provide comic jobs?

Because i know this myself ! Im not good enough yet , not skilled enough , they provided already , i didnt go ! Stop saying me like those useless idiots out there !

What's more ? Some idiots doesnt even know what is "Ham sap" ! From Kedah ! Why ? Coz they are sohai !

I din say IM PERFECT , BUT IM NOT AS BAD AS THEM! I HAVE ENGLISH EDUCATIONS ! I KNOW MALAYS , CHINESE , CANTONESE ! IM NOT USELESS IDIOTS SUNNUVA BITCH MORONNNNNNN.

Haiz shit !

*This is my complains to my life , if u felt i talked til like cursing u or whatever , u can complain to anyone , im pleased*

Thanks , Bye...enough already....my karangan also not that long o.O