Fucked Up?

Fucked up..dude, just fucked up.

I haven't been to Adcom for weeks, eh... it's a studio where i learn my animation stuff.

Just because of DOTA training for the upcoming dota tourney on Saturday.

I have to get back on my life on next monday , i was just so fucking don't know what to do now , as i get my WarningLetter , the first. O.o

Okay i deserved it , sorry boss =S i'll go to school next week k? Attendable everytime!

As for my life , i hadn't updates anything abt it , as i do not really have anything special happened...

But one thing for sure , i pissed off with some of my friends , i do not want to say WHO , as because they still can change.

I had piss off for a month silently , but of coz , i whine abt it to my best one's of coz.

In my heart , i know it's my own personal dislike frenzy abt friends , where you hide things and being so so so secretive.

OKOK me bad , i had dislike frenzy abt this , but what to do ? Aku ni memang la macam ni , tapi saya takkan macam u all ni har?!

P/S : There's many breakups news among my friends . Okay , what i want to say is ..

There is no right or wrong in what you do , i dont care whether u " i will wait for u ..." or " i fucking wont fuck him/her anymore !!! " or " I guess i'll find another guy/girl as my subtitute in order to forget abt him/her..." or whatever la.

If u all who saw this , please don't hate me , i think i should be saying the right thing.

Like there's some people who will comment on ur FaceBook like " Dun sad la , dun forget im ur friend , and will be forever , i will always cheer for u , cheer up! "

AHHH SHUCKS !

I know u just wanna cheer them up , to show u care for them.

there's no wrong too , but it's just a waste of energy typing comment for them.

This is just for age 13 - 21

Just grow up , you will think more mature, and u will know what u had done in the past was stupid and unmeaningful like ( I wait for this girl for 9 years )

If u failed to wait this girl and she married , u still wait summore? you r dumbshyt

If u success in waiting this girl and she is with u , u hebat la .

As i wanna explain , there really is no wrong in term of waiting for ur love , but sometimes they just dun appreciate.

You will realize it in the future .

there really over zillions of humans on this very own-so-called-almost-JudgementDay-Earth

there really different luck inside every humans

Some borned as a Prince , some borned as a Beggar , and some borned as 'cacat' la tu , or some u said " Dun waste the food , just look at those African childrens , they doesnt even had a meal being fulled stomach "

It's their fate n luck.

But yet they live with it *or some just go and die*LOL

Or what the fuck , i believe some of u girls/guys had tried cutting ur fucking hand for the word of L.O.V.E

OOOh so Dramatic O.o cut it , capture the picture , post it on Friendster. Ahhh , so great.

"Why u dun love me =( " *cut* "WHy??!! " *cut cut cut cut cut*

When you're older , ur mind will auto think , what the fuck had i done in the past? FUcking dumb!?

So what i wanna say is , to have a love or not to have a love in your life , it depends on you , to have a nice career or not , it also depends on you , no right or wrong.

But one thing for sure , learn to cherish you yourself and your life , you wont live up to see your family your friends or whatever forever right?

Like me , i din say what i said was right , you guyz had your own way to live.

But sometimes when u negotiate with other people , u had to wear a different mask to face them .

I didnt say i can do it too , but majority i will do it . When im older , if i looked back this post , I will also wonder , why am i writing this? For god sake? am i a idiot?

Humans will keep improve everyday , the way to survive.

Cheers !

*Incase of any haters/spammers came , and wanna complain to me abt what i wrote above , go ahead , wasting ur time typing @ my chatbox , i will remove the chatbox immediately if i saw it , and reset the data . You just watch and go , just like how u find out Lady Gaga had a **** and what u can do? chat to her? ahh ok bye*

Im a human too , i had stress too dude , i have nowhere to whine , but to whine @ my blog =S sorry for writing karangan XD